Another post again hahaha!!! Just for me to read only,actually this blog is like a diary to me,cause no one will see it,hehe!!! I admit that sometimes I like loneliness,no one can disturb you but this feeling kinda dull because deep within my heart,I feel so lonely~~~
Anyway,next week my result will be coming out~~~Well,what my feeling now?? Nervous??? Stress?? Scared??? Hahaha,what I can is "ALL I HAVE IS MIX FEELING" ,every feeling also got~~Not just the result also,thinking that I'll be leaving TGV in 31st of August make me feel sad some more because I can't c her anymore~~~ Why does the fate want me to meet her??? Why??? Why I fall her??? I really can't answer this question~~~It's all fate~~~ Result gonna coming out soon but yet I still "fan" this kind of things~~~ Love and result really drive me mad this month!!!!! GOD!!!! What Can I do now??? I really hope that I can get through but well the fate will decide it~~~ Who knows?? Gods knows and the examiner knows~~haha!!!
When thinking I gonna leave TGV,I really miss her a lot~~~ what to do~~Life goes on and on~~ I can't ruin my life because of her,I knew that she doesn't in love with me,the situation already showing it to me but I keep deny it~~haha,DENIAL IS THE BIGGEST WEAKNESS OF HUMAN!!!! What to do?? All I can do is try to build the relationship with me n her,and when I back that time,hopefully she will think highly of me than anyone else~~~ I plan to ask her out on September for a movie but I think the chances she will out with me 0% ,maybe I should ask 1st,if she don't want also nothing what,What a big deal??? No loss also,just a bit disappointed ........Wait,got my feeling is lost~~haha!!!
Until here then~~~Jana
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